Monday, September 12, 2005

First and foremost...a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY wish to Sara!! Eddie will be here soon and I shall enjoy him before passing him on!! (This is in reference to Eddie Izzard, the comedian, on DVD...and is nothing dirty!)

Well I think I'm having an identity crisis. I just don't know who I am or what I want. Sometimes I think I want to stay here, be with my family, etc. and then I end up spending the whole weekend alone looking after the dogs and cleaning the house. I know everyone's busy but I just feel so alone. At least in England my mad in-laws are always doing something we can be included in, and there are the age old social gatherings of candle parties...which basically are the same as any other party to my in-laws...and excuse to drink, and the candles are an added bonus.

So I don't know. I'm thinking I'll stick with our current plan: me moving to England, then if we decided to move back we go through the visa process in reverse. That way we both can work (assuming we get jobs!) so that we MIGHT/MAYBE be able to afford our own place in the next 100 years. Oh yeah.

Well, back to my current life...including a messy and cold dorm room, a shower that has to be heated up, and Mass Media Ethics and Law at 10am.


Lynn said...

Hiya Juls :) I know what you mean. I felt like that when I was in the US. And, although I do appreciate my time away from home, I think its just made me appreciate my own home more and I'm really looking forward to getting back there! So, its really something that you and Pete will have to decide for yourselves. Best of luck to you :D

Me, Myself and I said...

Very nice blogskin Juls. Much better view :-)

B r i a n & G a b r i e l a said...

Like your blogskin Juls.

Hope you the best in school. NIce picture the one of you and your fiancee.

Sara said...

Haaaay from the cold and rainy top of the world! I'm only just reading this now cause I've had limited internet access, I only just got permission from the school to hook it up in my room, but the whole network has been having problems. I miss you all, but everyone here has been super nice. I don't feel too homesick, but I think that's just because I haven't let myself think too much about being so far away. Thank god for not being alone. Will send out an email soon with my contact info, as soon as I get my phone number straightened out.